This guy is the most amazing guy I've ever met in my entire life. Wow!! I'm not gonna get into the way we met, it's complicated and not really important. I happen to find him really handsome and cute and would love to get a little dirty with that fella. But he happens to be a little married (the bastard!) so my dirty thoughts are being kept all to myself.
However, we've become friends, and not just any kind of friends but SNAIL MAIL PALS!! Can you believe that? Snail mail? I didn't even know people did that anymore. But apparantly some people do. And I'm one of them.
His letters to me are NOT filled with stories from his life, tales of his (adorable, I'm sure) children, complaints about his (lovely, I'm sure) wife or descriptions of his (boring, I'm sure) job.
His letters to me are FILLED with interesting questions about ME and MY feelings, MY opinions, MY experiences and MY life. He wants to know everything on a level that nobody has never asked about before. He digs real deep into my heart and my soul and pulls out my inner most secrets, feelings and memories. And I just talk. I tell him everything he asks me about because it just feels sooooooo good to share things like this. And sharing things like this on a level that is so deep and personal and yet free of all physical and emotional complications is so extremely satisfying.
Talking to this man, even if it's only through pen and paper, gives me pleasure and fulfillment of a sort that I have never experienced before. I can only imagine how this man would make love to a woman like me, damn him for being married!!
I know it's really cruel and mean, but I have to confess that there's a tiny, teeny part of me somwhere that wishes he would get divorced. Then maybe I'd have a chance with him :(
OMG!! How can I look myself in the mirror? How do I sleep at night? How do I live with myself? There. I said it myself. You can keep it to yourself.
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Thursday, October 16, 2008
The Italian Horndog
He's a bit special to me and we've become such good friends. I've known him for a long time now and we can talk about pretty much anything.
When we first met he used to send me really gross, wet, kisses which just repulsed me, I mean, I didn't even know the guy. So I told him to stop with the kisses and he got really mad, did not understand why he couldn't send me kisses, since he didn't mean any disrespect!!
So we had a tiff which ended with us splitting up. I blocked him, he blocked me and we didn't talk for weeks.
But before that had happened, we'd had such a great time together, he was so much fun to talk to, so I decided to try to remedy our "relationship".
I found him on Facebook and added him as my friend, which he accepted. Then I sent him some chocolate cake, which he also accepted, but he didn't reply to me on the Facebook chat. So I left him alone, but every now and then I would send him some food items; strawberries, lasagna, more chocolate.
Eventually I got a message from him in my inbox, thanking me for all the food!! I made fun of his sulking behavior and told him he's a big boy now (45!!) and that it was time to grow up and get his head out of his ass.
And the rest is history, today we're great friends, we share secrets, talk about sex, food, our hobbies and many other things.
But he's still a very horny man so I get a lot of VERY inapropriate stuff from him on my Facebook, which I can't add to my profile, due to all the family members that I have on my friends list. Sometimes he also sends me dirty, little pictures on the IM, to tease me.
Oh, and he has, of course, invited me to visit him in Italy, which I actually might do one day. IF I ever go to Italy.
But it would be fun to meet him, go out to dinner or cook together (we share passion for food), have some drinks, some laughs.
And end the night with a goodnight kiss and some cuddling. As much fun as he is, he REALLY isn't my type, he's to much of a playboy-gigolo for me to be able to settle down with a guy like that. But he's a great friend and has always been there for me when I need to talk.
When we first met he used to send me really gross, wet, kisses which just repulsed me, I mean, I didn't even know the guy. So I told him to stop with the kisses and he got really mad, did not understand why he couldn't send me kisses, since he didn't mean any disrespect!!
So we had a tiff which ended with us splitting up. I blocked him, he blocked me and we didn't talk for weeks.
But before that had happened, we'd had such a great time together, he was so much fun to talk to, so I decided to try to remedy our "relationship".
I found him on Facebook and added him as my friend, which he accepted. Then I sent him some chocolate cake, which he also accepted, but he didn't reply to me on the Facebook chat. So I left him alone, but every now and then I would send him some food items; strawberries, lasagna, more chocolate.
Eventually I got a message from him in my inbox, thanking me for all the food!! I made fun of his sulking behavior and told him he's a big boy now (45!!) and that it was time to grow up and get his head out of his ass.
And the rest is history, today we're great friends, we share secrets, talk about sex, food, our hobbies and many other things.
But he's still a very horny man so I get a lot of VERY inapropriate stuff from him on my Facebook, which I can't add to my profile, due to all the family members that I have on my friends list. Sometimes he also sends me dirty, little pictures on the IM, to tease me.
Oh, and he has, of course, invited me to visit him in Italy, which I actually might do one day. IF I ever go to Italy.
But it would be fun to meet him, go out to dinner or cook together (we share passion for food), have some drinks, some laughs.
And end the night with a goodnight kiss and some cuddling. As much fun as he is, he REALLY isn't my type, he's to much of a playboy-gigolo for me to be able to settle down with a guy like that. But he's a great friend and has always been there for me when I need to talk.
Friday, October 10, 2008
The Boys at the Office
I love my job. A total of 2.000 employees, 80% men, thereof 80% younger than 40 years old!! OMG!! I wonder how I get my job done, surrounded by sooooo many men. . .
The Mail Boy is a VinDiesel lookalike, except he's much cuter. With a really cute bum. I get a very devious smile from him every morning when he brings me my mail and he makes sure that he touches my fingers when he hands it to me. Siiiiiggghhhhh!! I can go a really long way on that smile and that ass.
The Cute Chemist is so cute and so smitten that he can't even hide it. Everytime he passes me he gives me a shy smile and whispers hi or good morning and always sneeks another look at me before he passes me by. I'm always catching him looking at me and I can't help but smile at him back. I mean, the boy is just so darn cute. Yesterday I cought him playing in the stairway, he actually slid down the handrail when he thought nobody was looking!! Ohh, that's so adorable.
The Brilliant Scientist is a hot latino man, oozing with sexual energy and sex appeal. We've been secretly admiring each other for over a year now but acting all cool about it and not giving anything away. Lately we've been working a bit on a project together so we get a chance to communicate via the company's intranet chat program. Yeah, it's a little flirty, but very subtle. He's so respectful and polite, I really think he thinks I'm a virgin. . .
It's a little weird when I go for lunch 'cause when I look across the room I see Brilliant Scientist over there, looking at me, Cute Chemist over here, watching me, Sexy new guy over there, checking me out. . .
I will not even mention the other eyes that I catch on me, they don't really live up to my standards so I don't pay much attention to them.
But they tickle my vanity and I'm a happy woman :-)
The Mail Boy is a VinDiesel lookalike, except he's much cuter. With a really cute bum. I get a very devious smile from him every morning when he brings me my mail and he makes sure that he touches my fingers when he hands it to me. Siiiiiggghhhhh!! I can go a really long way on that smile and that ass.
The Cute Chemist is so cute and so smitten that he can't even hide it. Everytime he passes me he gives me a shy smile and whispers hi or good morning and always sneeks another look at me before he passes me by. I'm always catching him looking at me and I can't help but smile at him back. I mean, the boy is just so darn cute. Yesterday I cought him playing in the stairway, he actually slid down the handrail when he thought nobody was looking!! Ohh, that's so adorable.
The Brilliant Scientist is a hot latino man, oozing with sexual energy and sex appeal. We've been secretly admiring each other for over a year now but acting all cool about it and not giving anything away. Lately we've been working a bit on a project together so we get a chance to communicate via the company's intranet chat program. Yeah, it's a little flirty, but very subtle. He's so respectful and polite, I really think he thinks I'm a virgin. . .
It's a little weird when I go for lunch 'cause when I look across the room I see Brilliant Scientist over there, looking at me, Cute Chemist over here, watching me, Sexy new guy over there, checking me out. . .
I will not even mention the other eyes that I catch on me, they don't really live up to my standards so I don't pay much attention to them.
But they tickle my vanity and I'm a happy woman :-)
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
The Young Russian Hotty
I met this guy on a chat website long time ago. Very articulate and fun to talk to. Oh, and very horny, did I not mention that? We were getting along just great until he told me he had a girlfriend but only saw her on the weekend and needed some fun on the weekdays. I may be loose but I'm not a complete slut, will not do another woman's man, so I said goodbye to him and that was it.
A few months later I'm back on that chat website. Meet this really interesting, articulate and fun guy. We hit it right off and he really turned me on with his teasing and begging. We moved on to Skype and took this chat to a different level, which turned out to be the greatest cyber I had ever had. Wow! That kid is reeeeeealy good.
So afterwards, we started talking and turns out that he has a girlfriend which he only sees on the weekend and the more we talk about that the more familiar it sounds to me. So I ask him if we've met before and he goes: "Yes"
So all this time we were getting down and dirty with each other, he knew exactly who I was, had been waiting to meet me again since that first time, when I dumped him.
I scoulded him for cheating on his girlfriend but he told me that what he never really got a chance to explain to me the first time is that his girlfriend is actually his ex-girlfriend who just keeps him around for the weekend-sex. In fact he has several girls going, online and offline, and some even with his ex.
So, now I don't care about his girl anymore, she's not really his girl anyway. And now we meet on a regular basis and have the most amazing cyber every single time. A tall, short haired, green eyed, six-packed, hung young Russian stud with a constant appetite and one hell of a way to exercise his fantasies, oh man, just thinking about him makes me sweat. . . .
A few months later I'm back on that chat website. Meet this really interesting, articulate and fun guy. We hit it right off and he really turned me on with his teasing and begging. We moved on to Skype and took this chat to a different level, which turned out to be the greatest cyber I had ever had. Wow! That kid is reeeeeealy good.
So afterwards, we started talking and turns out that he has a girlfriend which he only sees on the weekend and the more we talk about that the more familiar it sounds to me. So I ask him if we've met before and he goes: "Yes"
So all this time we were getting down and dirty with each other, he knew exactly who I was, had been waiting to meet me again since that first time, when I dumped him.
I scoulded him for cheating on his girlfriend but he told me that what he never really got a chance to explain to me the first time is that his girlfriend is actually his ex-girlfriend who just keeps him around for the weekend-sex. In fact he has several girls going, online and offline, and some even with his ex.
So, now I don't care about his girl anymore, she's not really his girl anyway. And now we meet on a regular basis and have the most amazing cyber every single time. A tall, short haired, green eyed, six-packed, hung young Russian stud with a constant appetite and one hell of a way to exercise his fantasies, oh man, just thinking about him makes me sweat. . . .
Sunday, October 5, 2008
The Horny Kid
I met this London rich kid on a chat website. He's only 23 but very much fun to talk to so we got together on IM for a more comfortable chat. In his picture he looks so f*ng hot, if I was 10 years younger I'd be in London a long time ago to hook up with this hottie. But I'm not and he's just got one thing on his mind and at my age, a woman wants to feel wanted for more than just her sexy body ;-)
With this guy, I knew that I would lose him as soon as he'd had his way with me so I decided not to give him anything at all, not even a picture. Oh my, how he begged and cried for a picture of me. I had described myself to him in the tinyest detail and he was so intreaged that he found me online day after day, for weeks, begging me for a picture. I was really loving this!
Then I got bored with him and his one way mind so I blocked him for a couple of months. But he was always in the back of my head, so damn hot this kid. Just my type and real fun to talk to. So eventually I lifted the block and he came back to me.
This time I didn't wait for him to start begging me, I just showed him a few pictures, nothing flashy, just my face and upper body. Oh boy, he howled like a wolf and started scratching the earth like a toro, begging me for more. This time he wanted me on cam and the phone but I stopped him right there.
You see, the problem is, he never did or said anything to try to make me feel special in any way, all he did was express his interest in cybering me, which I know he does pretty much every day with various girls that he has lined up in real life and I'm sorry, but I'm to special to be one of those girls that he has lined up. If he wants me he better want ME and all that I have as opposed to only my body.
So what if I'm hot? Plenty of hot women out there, there's nothing special about that. If he doesn't recognize other things that I posess, then he won't have me.
With this guy, I knew that I would lose him as soon as he'd had his way with me so I decided not to give him anything at all, not even a picture. Oh my, how he begged and cried for a picture of me. I had described myself to him in the tinyest detail and he was so intreaged that he found me online day after day, for weeks, begging me for a picture. I was really loving this!
Then I got bored with him and his one way mind so I blocked him for a couple of months. But he was always in the back of my head, so damn hot this kid. Just my type and real fun to talk to. So eventually I lifted the block and he came back to me.
This time I didn't wait for him to start begging me, I just showed him a few pictures, nothing flashy, just my face and upper body. Oh boy, he howled like a wolf and started scratching the earth like a toro, begging me for more. This time he wanted me on cam and the phone but I stopped him right there.
You see, the problem is, he never did or said anything to try to make me feel special in any way, all he did was express his interest in cybering me, which I know he does pretty much every day with various girls that he has lined up in real life and I'm sorry, but I'm to special to be one of those girls that he has lined up. If he wants me he better want ME and all that I have as opposed to only my body.
So what if I'm hot? Plenty of hot women out there, there's nothing special about that. If he doesn't recognize other things that I posess, then he won't have me.
Saturday, October 4, 2008
The Sweetheart
I met this good looking Jamaican man on a dating website. We hit it off right away and hooked up on IM where we had some long talks and got to know each other a little better.
Later we kind of ran out of things to talk about and realized also that there was no chemistry between us so the time that passed by between our long talks became longer and longer.
But although there's no chemistry, there's some sort of a connection between us because even though we barely talk anymore, we "meet" on IM every day. He's always online when I log on to my office computer and as soon as I turn on my IM he sends me a flower. Every, single day.
Around lunch time I get a wink or a cool smiley from him which I reply to with a kiss smiley and then at the end of the day, before he goes home, he sends me another flower or a kiss and says goodbye.
He's so sweet, it's killing me!!!
He travels alot, goes away for short business trips all over the world and sometimes he asks me to come with him. I know he only asks 'cos he's just smitten at that moment and I do fantasize about going with him, not to have sex or anything, just to have some good time with a nice guy. But I worry that I might not like him as much in person and that I might completely loose all interest after meeting him. And I just like him to much to lose him like that, so I prefer to keep him as My Sweetheart, the one who sends me flowers everyday.
I'm quite content with that.
Later we kind of ran out of things to talk about and realized also that there was no chemistry between us so the time that passed by between our long talks became longer and longer.
But although there's no chemistry, there's some sort of a connection between us because even though we barely talk anymore, we "meet" on IM every day. He's always online when I log on to my office computer and as soon as I turn on my IM he sends me a flower. Every, single day.
Around lunch time I get a wink or a cool smiley from him which I reply to with a kiss smiley and then at the end of the day, before he goes home, he sends me another flower or a kiss and says goodbye.
He's so sweet, it's killing me!!!
He travels alot, goes away for short business trips all over the world and sometimes he asks me to come with him. I know he only asks 'cos he's just smitten at that moment and I do fantasize about going with him, not to have sex or anything, just to have some good time with a nice guy. But I worry that I might not like him as much in person and that I might completely loose all interest after meeting him. And I just like him to much to lose him like that, so I prefer to keep him as My Sweetheart, the one who sends me flowers everyday.
I'm quite content with that.
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